Unfinished Business

Day 72 of writing every day.

Morning

The explanation detailing why I have no intent to continue my job past my current contract period is still waiting to be written and told. Just thinking about it gets me feeling pissed off though

One of the things I honestly hate are dishonest people. Nobody likes liars when they’re on the receiving end. But even more, I hate those who don’t care about the well-being of others and pretend to care when it is convenient.

If you’re going to rate someone’s job and base it on some quick statements from someone who is part supervisor and part everything else, you’re not going to get an accurate account of their performance. The supervisor who’s giving their testimony is just gonna give something based on their mood and if they like you or not.

There’s little point in criticism from a performance review for example if the supervisor told the reviewer when asked to give an example of something that wasn’t perfect, and said that you made a mistake once but everything else was fine and forgets to mention that you took steps to make sure you don’t repeat the same thing again. The reviewer then says you made a mistake so please work on it even though you did. So you can’t help but feel confused and misjudged. Something similar happened to me before.

Before falling asleep

It’s been a long day and I spent a good deal of time writing a statement to give my reviewer a piece of my mind. This post got lost in the madness of today and feels incomplete but I’m posting it and moving on.

Thanks for reading!